Life or Something Close

Thursday, March 18

A moment in time....

Did you ever notice that when you're kind of down about stuff... nothing in particular, just down that no matter what you listen to on the radio, it just makes you think about that thing even more. I was a bit bummed this afternoon, turned on my music, and every song just put me in a moment that I was trying to get past. Why do I keep trying to get past it though, I don't want to be past it, I just want to be ok with it I guess...
It's been a good day I guess... We chilled at the hotel mostly... I took some pics of stuff, but I'll just post it all next week. We went out to the pool later in the afternoon to just chill, that was my "me" time I guess, I just chilled with a magazine that I would have rather not read and then turned on some music and kind of forgot about the world. It was nice to be carefree... Then it all started again, the complaining the whining. Why can't people just live with the way stuff is and if they don't' like it, deal? We're out of Coke, big deal we have so much juice and junk to drink it's not even funny... If you want Coke, go get it. How can you be so negative all the time? Surely on here it seems that things are all bad and whatever but they really aren't in my life, but you portray that imagine everywhere you are and to everyone, you say one thing and it's quite obvious that you are thinking something else. If you don't' agree with someone, have a valid reason for not agreeing and then defend your position, stop whining to whine.
Tonight, actually in a few minutes we're going out to a magic dinner theatre thing. Should be pretty good I imagine, at least it's a change of pace and pretty cheap. Tomorrow though, that's when I'm really going to go all out. It's my last night here; I'm having a blast, screw everyone else. It'll be fun :)