Life or Something Close

Tuesday, October 28

Am I over it? No, I'm just dealing with it...

Things are definitely changing quickly. I mean in one weekend, I went from happy, to sad, to happy again. People can change their minds about things sometimes. I look around at all the things going on in my life and realize that this all must be fore a purpose higher than my own consciousness can recognize. Am I over it all? Of course not, but I'm moving on now. I've learned that I can't change the past or force the future, I have to be patient. I'm living now for now, not for tomorrow. The smallest things matter the most. A smile is worth more than anything, if you can smile then it's not so bad. I keep thinking that maybe something isn't right with life, everything is great actually, it's life, that's what makes it so fun. A small something is better than a huge nothing. The week has been exciting, nothing big has happened, maybe it's the anticipation, maybe it's the newness of it all, either way, I'm happy now. If it happens it happens, if not I'll be ok. Until next time...